Secrets

"Everyone has their secrets and I have a lot. 

Some secrets you wouldn't believe, some secrets would make you blush, and some would not mean anything if they weren't a secret but I can't help it. The problem with my secrets is that they are starting to eat pieces of my soul... I should have told them to somebody but I didn't, maybe I thought I could just forget these situations! 

I never did, though...

I will try to be a good girl from now on, I promise. I will never lie again, I won't sin, I'll pray every night and I'll eat my vegetables. I will be vulnerable but owning my vulnerability, I won't be afraid.

I promise.

 So please, world, be good to me."

She folded that piece of paper very carefully, closed her eyes for 10 seconds and threw it to the fireplace. 

Who am I kidding, she thought, I can't stop...

With a tear running down her face she went to bed and dreamed about a better life.